you don't love me like you used to do

hi remember me?
im the girl who's spent
three halves of forever
waiting waiting waiting for you.
and today was supposed to be that day.
and what did you do?
you forgot about me.
or worse,
you ignored me.
so i'm here
and it's raining inside and out.
because i wasn't important enough
have i ever been important enough?
has it ever matter at all to you?
enough to call?
to text?
to even drop a line so you're bailing on me and not just standing me up like some cunt faced ass licking cactus humping douche bag?
no.
the answer, evidently is
no