Sunday, March 1, 2009

Oh, it's wonderful
to get out of bed

drink too much coffee
smoke too many cigerettes
and love you so damn much.

→It's important to understand what I mean when I post these. They're simply beautiful. It's important that you believe me when I promise that love isn't something I'm ready for, not something I'd be willing it accept quite yet. It's important to understand that when your heart gets broken, it stay bruised long after it get put back together. It's important to understand that while it's not fair, it's so hard to trust someone after anyone has ruined it for you. You need to understand how important you are to me, and how I couldn't stand it if that went away or was ruined. It's important that I feel safe with you, because I do. It's important to understand that I can imagine myself smiling for you, just for you. It's important to understand how much that scares me, with is important.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

honey. i read this as verve, "bittersweet symphony" punctuated your thoughts and important points. and my heart was completely silent. it didn't want to interrupt beauty like that.

miss you.

beverley said...

I read this while listening to this beautiful instrumental song on Jherome's blog (I had both open), oh my goodness I wanted to cry! this was beautiful.