The Frozen city starts to glow.

Seeing you places where I am

makes my heart jump

in a completly inappropriate sort of way.
How dare it?
How dare you?! Being in public places?!


Seeing that you've lost weight,

knowing you aren't eating.
Seeing the circles under your eyes,

and knowing you aren't sleeping.

Hearing you voice shake,

and knowing you are fighting.
Seeing you smile,

knowing you crave my touch.

Listening to you speak,

of how you're going to destroy yourself this time,

knowing I can't hold on to you.
Knowing you need someone.
Knowing I can't be that someone.
Knowing I won't be that someone.

Alice entered Wonderland,
pushed through the looking glass.
Demanded the secrets of the World.
The essences,
the perfections, and the faults,
and gave it up.
Why Alice? Why?
Why would you go home?
Why leave Wonderland?
And Wendy-
Why leave Neverland?
Why?
I'd never go home.

Ee,
what is it about you that makes me crave summer?
Oh. Right. That. :)
We'll have a grand time when you return,
a grand time.
We'll go for drives to the country,
and as much as we love the mountains,
we shall bask in the glory that is the praries.

What made today different?