Dress-y dress-y dress dress

When I said goodbye I meant it dear,
what is it with the people in my life who can't let it go?
I can look you in the eye today,
knowing we're in two different spots.
I can't look at your chin even,
when you tell me my beauty shines,
all the while knowing how that makes me feel.
When you tell me what bad shape you're in,
how am I supposed to feel?


Tears on a borrowed bed,
between walls that are painted
somebody else's red.
When you hear me cry out,
you hold my mouth and say
"It's alright love, you're in good hands"
Sinister, without a single sound.
Hide my face, so you dont see the drops
fall down.
You see me running, you grab my arm and bruise
"It's alright love, you're in good hands"


Dear Friend,
You know I'll always be there.
You know that I am sarcastic and rude and harsh and unsentimental and unromantic and brutally honest.
And you know that I'll put that all aside for you.
Because I know you need me tonight.
Tonight I'll be human for you.
You make me feel more human than I ever have.


I found it.
I found my dress.

Sorry to disappoint everyone who voted

for dress number one, but i looked at the only size it came in,

and it was much too small at the waist!

I was very disappointed myself too. T

he dress has to be taken in a bit,

so it will fit a little better than shown in the pictures.

I bought it at CK LY Bridals, and for those wondering;

No, it wasnt that expensive.
Yes, the sales people were very helpful

and sweet! They asked what i like, talked to me,

tried to get to know my personality,

and then ran around bringing me dresses

in colours they thought looked good in me,

and in cuts they liked, etc.
Took pictures,

helped me accersorize, whatever.
And it only took me two hours!
For all the girls out there who know, yay!
For those men and other girls, two hours is SHORT trying to find a grad dress!

Kate's in town tonight.
Can't wait to see her.
:)