Sunday, February 15, 2009

I'm pretty okay with life

You ever think about what would have happened?

For example,
the boy who served me at Sal's,
who gave me a nice, shy smile, and an extra plate of fries.
What would have happened had I smiled back?
Had I written my number on a napkin?

What would have happened had I not said hello to Jared
that one day outside?

What would have happened, had I not joined MoBy Dick?

What would have happened if I didnt go to IMC?

What would have happened had I never spoken to Nelson? That would have changed my life drastically.

What if I had been good at math and sciences?

What if I had still wanted to be a lawyer

If I stayed in dance, gymnastics, chess club, skating, swimming, fencing, or judo?


But,
I'm happy where I am.
I'm happy right here.

3 comments:

CaptainAwesome said...

i ask those kinda questions to myself all the time.
Usually when im just siting on my bathroom floor.

And then it dawns on me....
I'm Blessed.



oh and btw..MODY dick LOL.

erin meagan said...

Those questions are interesting to think about.

Anonymous said...

pittsfield is ending as i write this. and i'm grinning from ear to ear cuz it's SO ANNOYING. but so annoying i can't turn it off.
this is the most honest and raw i think i have ever seen you write.
congrats love. we'd love you no matter what the answers to these questions were!!!