Sleepy disconnected thoughts

Do I forgive you?
Do I walk on sand?
Should I?
Should we?
What's left to say anyways.
You made a mistake.
& I pushed us back.
& Now you
are telling me
that maybe this could work.
however indirectly.
However castiously.




Work makes me tired.
very very tired.
I'm so happy to have a few days off for rest




You.
are a liar.
& i deserve better than you.