Thank you Intuition

My brain is spinning
from one
perfect[ly wrong]
kiss.

Shame on me.
I know this isn't love.
Shame on me.
I know the guilt is real.

But I don't want this to go away.
But I know this isn't the same to both of us.
But I know I'm leaving so much behind

No where to go but forward.

I'm following the signs.
[thank you so much intuition]

And the signs say for me to live my life.
The signs say I should explore my options.
I should learn to trust.

And that secrets are secrets for a reason.
That if it doesn't repeat, it's not meant to be.

So although he makes me

feel
angry and elated and breathless and

beyond anything.

I'm good again.

I feel like a bird who's re-learning how to sing