i dont want to be an advertisment.

even when all the voices are screaming, i hear your whisper above the crowd

i have a lot going on this week.
i guess im always complaining about being busy.

christmas is coming! is it sad, i only want books for christmas? =) answer? of course not.
i have most of my shopping done. and i've started my baking! gingerbread, and snickerdoodles so far. any easy cookie suggestions guys and girls?

I have vocal auditions for the school musical tomorrow. It's gonna be "Chicago" so, wish me luck on my alto notes! ( =S )
Wed i have dance auditions, right after giving blood, then off i go to the university, to see a play. then i work straight til next monday. ...yippee.

dear world, im angry owl city is popular now. is that spiteful of me?


They eat out

In restaurants we argue

over which of us will pay for your funeral.

though the real question is

whether or not I will make you immortal.

At that moment only I

can do it and so

I raise the magic fork
over the plate of beef fried rice

and plunge it into your heart.
There is a faint pop, a sizzle

and through your own split head

you rise up glowing;

the celing opens
a voice sings Love Is A Many

Splendoured Thing
you hang suspended above the city

in blue tights and a red cape,
your eyes flashing in unison.

The other diners regard you
some with awe, some only with bordom:

they cannot decide if you are a new weapon
or only a new advertisement.

As for me, I continue eating;
I liked you better the way you were,
but you were always ambitious.

- Margaret Atwood

i have a phobia of eating moldy bread.