Flypaper

i live on the edge
not in a good way.
in a
im always panicking,
always afraid
always worried.
something inside me is always nagging myself.
i hate it.
and i dont do anything to fix my problems.
i just wish them away
i try to ignore them.
thats wrong.
the end.
thats the wrong thing to do.
because they dont go away
they grow.