Congratulations, you've made it impossible to sleep

So there we were
standing
watching
so much left to say
I looked at you
took a breath
and said, much more strongely than I felt,
"Goodbye and Good Luck"

And that was that.

Upon waking,
I didn't cry.
Not this time.
This time,
I was strangly calm.

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Do you hate me?
Is that the reason?

I deserve an explination at least

-

"I wanna end this now, so dream of you won't keep me up"

I just want to stop dreaming about you.
Even if I can forget you during the day
my mind won't let me at night.
All I do is dream about you.
No.
Have nightmares about you.
I can't deal with them anymore.
I wake up screaming
or crying
or clawing at my skin and hair.
Leave me.
Just get out.


Goodbye and good luck